Posting here.

cause something's seriously up.

Haven't gotten any answer from Aiden at the house. Sam and Dean started with the new school today so it's Aiden, Taben and Ryan at home. No one else is there.

I'm concerned. Aiden didn't even move when I got up this morning. It usually wakes him up. Maybe I'm over reacting, but with all the junk he's been through lately... I dunno. Don't I have a right to be so paranoid? I do, right?

I might go home for my lunch hour. Just to check in and make sure everyone's alright. I don't know, I've just been having a really really bad feeling in my gut this weekend. It's gotten a lot worse and a lot darker today. Something big is going to happen. And it's going to happen soon. I just feel it.

Unease

That's the best way to describe what I've been feeling. Aiden's been.... acting really... off. This is all affecting him much worse than he's letting on to. I've tried to get him to talk but he's been really distant. I think Dean and Candy showing up and finding out Dean was being stalked has really got him on edge. Then add in the fact he has to play a normal person when he's got all this responsibility thrown at him. He's been stressing about college.

He's talking about dropping out. That... that really concerns me. A lot. He's not sure he can handle school and all of this. He's concerned about Yggs. He's concerned about Dean and Candy. Bran and Co. And now he's got this concerned for Fox.  He's not said these right out but I've been with him long enough where I can... just tell. I know.

Also, he knows about this blog now. Of course. I told him he could come read it. I need this to vent though. Especially when I'm this worried. I'm the one working here right now and if I don't vent this will cloud my work. Sure, we're sitting good and pretty for a long while, but I want to keep us comfortable. And to do that I need to keep my job. Good news is I miscalculated my credits. I thought most of what I was doing was for electives. Turns out I could have graduated with the Fall classes. So the few electives I have, they're it. I graduate this Coming year. Nice to have that out of the way. Like a lot.

Also. Aiden's really stung up on working up this idea of having a safe haven here for runners. You're running from It or Slendy? Come here. You'll be safe. I'm not sure how that will work though. Especially with Aiden being what he is now? He's hellbent on trying to help. He's hellbent on putting all of these abilities and attributes he may develop to good used. Using it to our advantage. I'm concerned though that he was a bit gun ho with bringing Fox onto our side. I just hope this doesn't get Fox in any more deep crap. Or beaten or.. anything.

Aiden's worried. Hey Bran, if you get a chance. Ask Fox his age, would you? Also if you could get a real name from him or something. Or even where he's originally from. Sorry I still find it hard to believe he doesn't know about things that are suck common knowledge. Surely he remembers stuff from his past? He can't have been working for them for that long could he have?

Welcome

If you found this, congrats and thank you for coming to look and lending an ear. I've established this blog as a way to brainstorm and work out what the hell is happening to my fiancée, Aiden Clarke.  I feel like shit for hiding this from him but talking about it on my public blog gets him quite upset and I want to avoid that. So there's this.

Something's up with Aiden. Something very wrong and very bad. I have no idea what's going on, but there is indeed something bad and scary and I'm worried as all get out.

So I ask you invisible readers to help me figure it out and brainstorm what the hell is going on with my fiancée.

I think it goes without saying. Aiden doesn't know about this blog. So please, don't tell him.